I've been thinking a lot lately, dangerous, I know. I really wish that I had more time in each day. There is so much that I want to do but the day just isn't long enough. I don't have the time that I need. I want to spend deep, romantic and intellectual time with Kirby. I want to spend time with Madison and Alana and Seanna (when she gets here). I'm talking good quality time not just watching tv or somthing like that. I want to clean my house so that my family has a nice, clean place to live in. I want time to help my husband Kirby do yardwork and get the outside junk organized and clean. I want to help Kirby get the downstairs den, the office and the utlity room usable again. I want to do house stuff like finishing cementing in the fence posts, powerwaching the house and deck and cleaning out the gutters and making the yard nice and tidy. I want to be able to devote as much time as possible to my school work and help my students pass the SOL test with at least a 85 percent. I want to get more involved at my church and meet people and get deeply involved with my church's mission in Richmond. I want to get to know God on a deeper and more intimate level. I want to get to know my friends better. I want to spend more time with my Mom and Dad and Brother and Sister in Law and my little Niece. I use to write poetry when I was in high school. I loved to write poetry. I want to start writing again. I want to explore my hobbies more. I want to get better at photography. I want to learn how to sew, crochet and quilt. I want to learn outdoor survival skills. I want to learn how to draw and paint. I want to make scrapbooks. There is just so much I want to do but there is no time (or money). TIME!!!!!!! Such a short word with so much behind it. How can people say that they are bored with life?! How can people say that there is nothing to do. I have so much that I want to do that it drives me insane. I want to do and experience so much but there is just no time. For everything there is a season (turn, turn, turn). My children will be little for only so much TIME. I need to make sure that I make TIME for them. My husband and I have a lifeTIME together to really explore each other and our feelings and who we are. My family is the only one that I have and I need to make a better effort at making more TIME for them. I need to get more involved with GOD and Church because the TIME for that is also now. Everything needs so much TIME! TIME is the one thing I never seem to have enough of.