I have come to the conclusion that I need to change my life as it currently stands. I want to get my house together. I want to paint my house. I want to completely clean my house and get organized. I want to spend more time with my family. I want to spend more time with God. I want to pursue past loves. I want to learn how to play the violin/fiddle and I want to learn how to play the piano and the guitar and the flute. I want to write poetry and turn it into music. I want to live life and not just go through the motions of living. I want to go up to a mountain top somewhere and play guitar and sing. I want to draw and paint and create jewelry and pottery. I want to pursue phoography. I just wish I could find the time and the means to pursue all that I want to do along with spending time with my family, teaching ad spending time with God. I want to get to know my kids better Life is too short to not experience everything that life has to offer.